some days are worse…

Some days are worse 
it’s just hard to be
you don’t feel so
erect or aligned
or convinced you 
or any of your words matter

feeling odd shaped & hard angled
curved uncomfortably to one side
none to smooth the roughness of being
hideaways can’t hide you enough
music just hurts anymore

and love…
love dwelling 
welled up
love so willing to give
is unacceptable for some

pushed off in an unknown
where you’re are tossed
worthless 
wasting
disintegrating energy

your eyes open to grey walls
behind soundproof glass
shattered crystal brilliance
dusted and dirtied

some days you’re
immersed deeply
in the shunning
letting the tears cry

mercy
 

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