don’t need an answer
It is not meant to exhaust you
there is no hidden agenda
other than this is me
some where in the jumbled
mess of words
thoughts, and feelings!
I just feel the need to write it out
Whatever comes to mind…
And for fuck sakes
doesn’t anyone listen
or care anymore
so tired of stress and strain
feeling ineffective and incapable
restless is my breathing
starving for innermost peace
I worry
worry I’m going to exchange
one type of stress for another
tired of fucking bullshit
of being temporary
being a smorgasbord of entertainment
The kicking post
or just plain ol’ forgotten
pile of discarded crumpled papers
is it so hard to love
to be love
to gift love
I don’t get people who don’t
I don’t understand
my heart
isn’t built for war or assassinations
I line my eyes in midnight blue
hoping they shine like stars
millions of years old
I want better discernment
fortified in my mind
so I quit breaking
my own heart
why do I even bother
to dream…
I’ll always care M….. love you girl! š Hope we can talk soon. Still on the road…. xo
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Drive safe!!!! š
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Thanks! āŗļø
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Stay the course a sturdy ship will weather any storm. And you are sturdy!
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Thank you Rob. āŗļø
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You are welcome
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This is from the inner child wanting to be set free…….. Just let the fire burn more, let not the heat be cold… Just go and meet who you are…. Just let go the demons you created holding you back……..just Fuck away those who don’t know you….. Just fuck what holds you back
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Love this P! Thank you dear heart for string encouragement…
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Strong!
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You know P right M…. If he had to die to give smiles here he is ready
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Yes i believe so!
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Thank you for saying that…
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Smile and be blessed with smiles
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May my smiles come from within. Thank you P
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Do you know who is stopping them
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Me! Instead of appreciating the moments i do. I wonder more why they do not last and realize my mistake though and i look more to others to bring smiles out in me rather than myself bring my smiles out
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So the reason you know…
Do you know who has the solution
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I need to find joy inside myself for myself… the only way
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The joy, the peace is always there… At times we give importance to the one whom we have formed ourselves to be…. We cling to the mask we have on due to the softness called society
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