risk…live…will

I should have lived more
taken up his offer 
that mile high club
or that look across the room
that one silent invitation 
I wanted to
I should have
I should have worn that collar longer
drove to a different state for a long weekend quite some years ago
I should have danced longer
arched more
screamed for more…and more
I should go for six weeks abroad 
meet such a passionate lover
I should’ve gotten my passport…
I should risk more
I should live more
learn a new language 
get that tattoo anyway
drink more wine
wear my perfume
even if i am home in my pjs
I should live more 
I should risk more 
I will…

I should have gotten my passport