pregnancy of silence…

Time inbetween
lasts tenfold
I’m still unsettled in silence
yet here,  once again,
another moment
I must reconcile that silence
is not what it seems
not what I have so oftened 
experienceed or how I usually
defined it to be
Its pregnant pain though
the kind I can’t breathe away
although I am trying love
taking
long 
slow 
deep 
breaths
trust that it isn’t 
neglect or rejection 
learning to be contented
embrace these moments
as what we need to be
a sacred practice of self-love
a meditation for complex creativity
Forgive me
I am taking far foo long
to change my perception 
I believe though
we are halfway there
from meeting
each other half way

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