no return…

I can not undo what has come 
from reading…reading you
it is impossibly
the most intimate experience
like a lover’s thumb
brushed across a lip;
still thrumming years later
the breathlessness
of eyes finding another 
a deeply held gaze warming skin
it can not be undone
One can not unsee
or ever return to what was
I can not undo what becomes
what is
…you